I am not going to be on here anytime soon.
my girlfriend completely destroyed my heart and I just don’t want to sit here moping about it.
I need to get out and do stuff and forget that she exists.
thanks for all of the messages.<3 I love you all.
I don’t know when I’ll be back
what’s sad is that you don’t even realize that you lost me.
you came here this morning expecting me to beg for you to love me
and I won’t
not ever agin
OMG YEEEEEE :)
10. Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? yeah :P
12. Have you pretended to like someone? as a friend, yes. as in a relationship, no. I was just dumb and thought I did… but I didn’t. at all. they were a douche
14. Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? My momma and brother :)
26. Who did you last share a bed with? Brooke -_-
32. When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? Whenever my brother left to go back to East Lansing.. so like.. a few weeks ago?
44. Have you hugged someone within the last week? Yeeeah :) I just hugged my mom an hour ago :D
thank you, bb<3
1. What would you name your future daughter? I have to give my first daughter the middle name “Nicole” (I pinky promised my best friend when we were 12 and we are still sticking to that promise) so I think it will be Sadie Nicole :)
3. What if I told you that you were pretty? I would say “Thank you” and then I would probably be thinking “they is lyin to me” I’m insecure sooo yeahz
8. Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? Brooke has quite a few times and so has my friend Jasmyn.
17. Have you ever cried from being so mad? Yup. I am right now lol
29. Were your last three kisses from the same person? Yeah and the last one took place yesterday lololol that’ll be the last one for a long ass time too
31. Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? noooo. The second it touches my hair it gets all frizzy and nopenopenope
40. What is on your wrists right now? My Harry Potter charm bracelet :)
49. Have you ever been to New York? Nope :(
thank you so much, hun <3
:O SOMEONE ACTUALLY ASKED ME STUFFZ??!?!?
2. Do you miss anyone? I miss who my ex used to be. She used to be my hero. She would come save me when my dad went on drunk rampages… and that’s what made me love her. She put me first always… and now it’s not that way.
5. What are you looking forward to in the next week? To be honest, nothing. I was excited to do some Christmas shopping with my dad tomorrow since he actually invited Brooke to go for the first time as my GIRLFRIEND and not just my friend… but now it’ll just be him and me and it’s always so awkward
14. Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Yes. My mom and brother. They’re my rocks. We’re the fucking triforce after all (that’s what we call ourselves) and even though my brother lives so far away it’s always going to be that way.
15. Is it hard for you to get over someone? It’s waaaay hard for me. It takes months and months. I can’t eat when I’m hurt or upset either, so I am basically starving until I am over them.. which just makes it all worse.
16. Think back five months ago, were you single? Yeah… I have basically been single for a year now.
Thank you for this <3
and I apologize for the blow up of personal posts
but this is the only blog she won’t see
and it’s MY fucking blog
so I should be able to post what I want anyways
I will tag appropriately
I’m so sorry.
I’ll be fine. I;m just in disbelief right now